Breast feeding---smesh feeding I don't like breast feeding!
That is all I do any more and my boobies are sore! It will be a miracle if I make it one more week! It is not easier than bottle feeding or more convenient! I have to take care of my Bingham too! If it doesn't get easier soon, I'm soooo done! Bingham is very smart, he is already reading some things and he know all of his letters, counts to twelve, etc... So, I'm not worried about the smart thing. Bingham is also very healthy and what not so poo to that! I am a goer and since breast feeding I can't go anywhere or do anything! I lost my milk with Bingham very early on so it wasn't my fault last time, but this time if I lose it I won't feel too bad! It isn't much cheaper either, because I had to buy nursing bras, I go through like 10 breast pads a day, I have to eat tons, and I had to buy lanolin, and a few more things! I love my boys so much and breast feeding does not make me feel any closer to Boen than it did to bottle feed Bingham!
The one good thing is I am almost back to my prepregnancy weight 4lbs to go! Which is almost all the motivation I need! I fit in all of my preprego clothes!!! Too bad I still have to lose 13lbs from the last pregnancy. Maybe this will get me back in my wedding dress!!!