Saturday, September 5, 2009

Bingham's crazy times!






Bingham's modeling deput, pics taken by Stephanie Read at Auburn Soul


Bingham's first kill!





Bingham had his first day of school this week! He was so excited and love every minute of it, and hey I didn't even cry! Although i missed him, just a little!




My little Bingham has sure had a rough go of it since the day he was delivered. Our most recent event happened this past week when he had some kind of a tremor or seizure. I was home alone with the kids when it happened, twice! It was probably one of the scariest moments in my life. I took him straight to the ER. I called Brody on my way and my mom came up to take Boen to her house so we could focus on Bing. They checked him over and set us up at Primary Children's Hospital for some more testing. It was so scary. I watched him like a hawk and still am. He had an EEG (the pics above.) He was such a great kid during all of it. Anyway, he is okay, they said his brain looks normal, but if it happens again we should come in for more tests. A number of things could have caused it, and it may never happen again, which is what we are hoping for. I love this kid so much and I am so thankful for him everyday, I don't need to be reminded so much of how fragile his life is and how its been! I was and still am really hurt though, not by what has happened but by what hasn't. I haven't had a second to call many people to fill them in on all of this so don't take offense if you are reading this. I was hurt by those close family members who knew and didn't even make a phone call, drop by to see how Bingham was. You know, I always make it my first priority to do that. I know life is busy, but this is Bingham he has had one thing after the other and is completely innocent in all of this. I am just a protective mother and have had it up to my limit with certain people, because this has happened since the moment he was born and was in the NICU! I am sorry, maybe this will help me get this out and not hurt anyone in the process! Thanks for all those who have prayed for him and have been there for us! We love you!

16 comments:

April said...

Oh makes me cry. What a sweetie. He likes like he did well with all those scary things on his head. Having kids is so hard and scary especially when things go wrong. I am SOOOO glad he's ok and we were praying and so worried about him. And what a big boy, wow school? I can't believe it, i bet he LOVES it. We need Ruby and him to play this week while Huds at school. She keeps saying, "Beanie will like to play with me with this. (holds up a random toy.)" So funny.

Skye said...

YOur boys are so beautiful. I'm sorry you've had such a rough go with Bingham, I'm glad he's doing ok. You need to tell me where you got their ties. And I am already trying to decide what cake I need your mom to make me for Kire's birthday, she does such an amazing job.

Jordan Frazier said...

Those pictures of Bingham are SO SO SO cute.. i love them. He just looks so handsome,really like a model!
I am so sorry for what he has had to go through..and you too. I hope he gets feelin' better:)

Michelle M. said...

Poor Bingham! That would be so scary, I can't even imagine. I'm glad he's ok, though!

And I LOVE those pics Steph took of him! He looks so handsome!

Kristen said...

I am so sorry bur I am gald that he is ok I did not even know that had happened. if you need anything call.

Samantha said...

Oh goodness! I had no idea! I'm so sorry you're going through that! I will pray for you for everything to be okay! I had inexplicable seizures when I was 3, and I'm fine now :) So maybe that'll happen with Bing, too!!
I love his modeling pictures -- he's such a handsome guy!

Becky said...

Wow, that is so scary! I'm glad he's okay and I hope nothing like that happens again! How does he like pre-school?

Katie said...

Oh my goodness!!! That is so scary! I'm so glad all the tests came out normal. I hope it never happens again!!! He is such a cute boy. Love the pics!

TheReadFam said...

whatn a brave little man. i'm so sorry that happened. I can't imagine. We will keep you in our prayers.

ps. Handsome little stud! Glad you got your disk.

Brooke said...

Amy, this is the first I am hearing of this with Bing. I sure hope he is doing better. That happened with my friends little girl and it only happened once. Hopefully it will be the same for Bingham. Cute pics, by the way.

Sammy said...

oh sweet bing. we sure love that boy. I really hope that that was a once and only time, that he will be healthy and perfect from here on out! Those pictures are to die for, love them so much. He's in our prayers! Love you Bing!

Chad, Krissie, Sotera & Slade said...

Amy i am so sorry for everything you have had to go through!! I am sure it takes its toll!!! We are praying for you guys & I'm sure everything will be fine!! WE love you guys & can't wait to get together when we come into town for a visit! Tell Bing congrats on preschool! I can't believe he's getting so big & good job for not crying! I cried like a baby when Sotera went last year (I blame the pregnancy hormones!!) :)

Ashley said...

Amy- I love your new header your pictures are adorable! I love the ones of Bing in the tie... so so cute! I am so sorry that you have to go through all this... I hope and pray everything is alright. When things settle down we still need to go to dinner and let the kids play! Let me know when you guys are free!

Were Just Tutu Cute and The Haywood Family said...

My lily would hold her breath when she was little and would turn purple so I know what happens to your body when stuff like that happens its scary. Lily has 2 EEGs done. Good thing he is okay. Also Amy those pictures of Bingham are ADORABLE...

Ty and Ber said...

Oh man, what a scary experience. Hopefully that won't happen again. Bing looks so cute in his modeling pictures.

Luke and Erin said...

I am so sorry that happened. I really hate not knowing what is going on and if it will/could happen again.
I do know that you are strong and that is why you were chosen to be Bingham's awesome Mommy.
I will keep him and you in my thoughts and prayers.

He is so stinkin' cute in those pictures! I love'em!! I bet he is loving school. Our little Emmy really enjoys it!

How much fun you got to go to Dinsneyland! Sorry about the driving part, but it is great you got to have a little family time!